Very bad news tomorrow/I'll see you all in 2 weeks

I didn't do surgery today but tomorrow I will for sure and it's not gonna be good at all.
I don't wanna do the surgery but I have to do it or I'll never see with my right eye again.

Please understand that what I'm about to tell is NOT gonna be good.


Today I only went for x-ray and drops.
Now they told me is that this  <- IS attached to my right eye and needs to be pealed off during the surgery.
Tomorrow whats gonna happen is that the surgery is for an hour, they're gonna put me to sleep, and remove that dot on my right eye.
When I wake up, it is gonna hurt a little but my eye will be red for 2 weeks, Ill have to look down but not all the way down, when I go to bed, I have to sleep on the left for 2 weeks, I have to wear those black shades behind my glasses, I have to avoid light for a weeks.

On Wednesday while I'm wearing an eye patch, I have to go and have the bandage taken off but I don't wanna look at my right eye until 2 weeks have passed and my right eye will be white again.

Things I can NOT do during 2 weeks or more...
I can't wear contacts which is fine by me, I can't practice driving, I can't look at a screen thats bright, i can't go on the Wii U unless I look down on my gamepad and same with my 3DS but on only with lower light, I can't do any work, I can't look up, I can't touch my eyes, I have to drink from a straw.

On the way I went for blood work.

I am seriously terrified for my life.
I don't wanna do it but I must or I'll never see from my right vision again.
Oh and tonight I can't eat or drink after midnight until after the surgery.

I wish that this was all a dream, I really do feel like crying.  
Well everybody, this isn't goodbye, I'll see you all in 2 weeks, thank you all from the bottom of my heart for supporting me and loving my art  

I love you all.